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“For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life”
John 3:16
”Things used to be so different with you…We would talk for hours on end whether it was just a random word or the latest gossip at school. Now it’s like you’re a stranger, I don’t know who you are. You claim that we’re as close as ever but really are we? The way it used to be was that you could name everything going on in my life and I could do that with yours but I couldn’t do that anymore. We don’t listen to each other anymore, all we do is talk at each other and it’s rather sad. The way it used to be was that we used to have deepest conversations for hours on end and now we text for a half hour every few days and that’s good enough for you. The way it used to be: talking for hours, knowing everything and anything, laughing just by a simple look because you two only know what you’re laughing about, texting each other while in the same room, staying up until sunrise talking… Now it’s: talking every so often, talking and not listening, I kind of know what’s going on but I’ll trump you with my story… I just want things to be the way they used to be.
I’ve never told a lie, and that makes me a liar. I’ve never made a bet, but we gamble with desire. I’ve never lit a match with intent to start a fire, but recently the flames are getting out of control.
